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Monday, 26 July 2010

  • Askinq Alexandria<33

      

    I stand here as nothing to you
    Wind me up && watch me qo

    Lay down your guns
    Cut me from ear to ear
    Eye for an eye
    The qlass is lonq qone broken
    I walk this road alone
    No thanks to you

    Load up yer six-shot baby
    Put it to my head
    Pull the triqqer, blank I'd fiqured
    Put it to me, dead

    Lay yer quns down, let me die(scars)
    Why can't you just let me die(don't)
    Lay yer quns down let me die(heal)
    Why can't you just let me die(when)
    Lay yer quns down let me die(you keep)
    Scars don't heal when you keep cuttinq

     


    Always cuttinq
    Cuttinq deeper
    Always deeper
    Scars don't heal when you keep cuttinq

    Kiss goodbye, to the poetic letters, the symptoms
    Of beinq able to breathe without a care
    Cushion the screaminq, it's merely conversation in reqards to
    Speakinq for the sake of no concern

    Take the fliqht of a butterfly, drop dead
    Hear the whisper of the bullet's pace
    Have you ever felt the heartbreak bullet kiss yer heart?
    You scream qoodbye
    You're droppinq dead 
    && it's all over

    Butterfly, you qotta race the bullet's pace
    Butterfly, you qotta race the bullet's whisper
    Butterfly, don't fall, qotta keep up the chase
    Just scream qoodbye
    Bleed, butterfly whisper gotta crack, break, drop dead
    Bleed, butterfly whisper gotta fracture
    Bleed, butterfly whisper gotta crack, break, drop dead

    Oh, you're back to me && the hunqer returns
    I told myself I was done for qood
    All the memories of all the pictures burned


    I see them dancinq
    My heart beqins to pound
    I didn't make a sound
    They didn't see me cominq
    The liqhts are left on
    The curtains left wide
    One scream it's over
    I lay them side by side
    Holdinq each other

    I'll be there in the morninq with a smile on my face
    I'll be there in the morninq to start it all aqain

    On the drive you qet the rush && pull the qun on me
    We make the stop, it's time to be set free
    Oh, the bullets qone
    I take this blade I slit your throat
    You fall into yer qrave, I cover up my tracks
    I'm done, I won't kill again
    I said that's it I'm done

    No, she's daddy's little qirl
    She wasn't meant to be another me
    But it's the scissors to my throat
    (to my fuckinq throat)

    Take the broken heart && stitch it up with some tears
    Blush it up, dress it up && put it on ice, it keeps us cold
    Frozen, your lips turn lullabies numb
    Yer lauqhinq melodies in time with heartbreak && rhyme

    Writinq another lipstick letter, paintinq our script. yer the artist.
    Red for the love, white for the lies, black the clichés, i'll see it in yer eyes
    Brush in some red, sketch in some blue, picture perfect, me && you
    Don't forqet the title, "Inventinq Traqedy in Black && White"

    Painting my traqedy, sinqinq my traqedy
    But would you blow me a kiss?
    At the bottom of yer letters
    All of my love
    All of my hate
    All of my love

    There's no melody that fits with drop-dead qorqeous
    Yer name doesn't fit with the chorus or a line from her sonq,
    But she's sinqinq yer traqedy, && her lipstick stains me && you

    she takes a moment to ponder
    to wonder what couldve been qiven another chance
    to find a liqht in the darkness && a way out of this
    if only she could see what i can see

    what burns the most is that you lied riqht to my face
    && still i hold yer hand to set you free

    with eyes closed,
    her heart breaks
    && throuqh it all she brouqht this on herself
    save her

    You said you cried a thousand times,
    but I don't believe a word of it.
    You loved it when my heart stopped,
    so you start to listen.

    Fall Amy, fly,
    you can't lie yer way out of this one.

    Put faith aside,
    we have no way of knowinq how short our tie is.
    Before the Devil knows yer dead,
    there will be blood,
    there will be blood.
    Now you know just how I feel.

    Oh baby, just maybe yer not the one,
    you never were.
    It was all sympathy 
    && simple words of nothinqness.

     

    Cross my heart,
    I hope you die.
    Left by the road side,
    Karma's a bitch, riqht?

     

    How stubborn are those scars when they won't fade away?
    Or just a qentle reminder that now are better days?

     

    I should've known the tides were qettinq hiqher.
    We can still survive.
    They think we're drowninq,
    But our heads are still above the waves.

     

Sunday, 25 July 2010

Saturday, 29 May 2010

  • The Audition

    [*****]

    AMAZING BAND.

    Everyone's in my head
    But I want you in my bed
    I never wanna qo a day without you
    I could never qo a day

     Warm me up beneath the sheets babe
    I've heard all about how you can save,
    I dont wanna qo a day without you
    Warm me up beneath the sheets babe
    I've heard all about how you can save,
    I dont wanna qo a day without you.

    Innocence meet jealousy.
    Isnt she stunninq?
    She'll make you smile so wide inside
    Make you wish you could brinq back those niqhts

    Come closer to me baby
    I've got everythanq you need
    To fill your hunqer panqs for toniqht
    This could all be a reality
    If you just say you'll stay here with me
    I'll make sure everythanq is alriqht

    What you, what you see is somethinq you can't distinquish,
    Somethinq you know that you love.
    What you, what you need is somethinq she'll never be.
    I think it's time to let you qo.

    It's too late, it's too late.
    I think the tide has come to wash you out,
    Wash you away from here.

    Here comes the storm, it's movinq in && swallowinq.
    Like the bottom half of an hour glass && we're runninq out of space.

     Empty ocean is all we see,
    The north star is all we need.
    This time is probably riqht for everyone to say their qoodbyes.
    'May day! May day!' she said to me,
    However it's too late.
    Captain, oh Captain, we've lost our direction.

     Don't be so hard on yourself.
    The name of the game is humiliation,
    && thanks for your admiration.
    I never thouqht I'd say this:
    The way that we play has such confrontation,
    && quilt by association.

    Don't think too hard about it,
    You never thouqht I'd qet this far,
    Would get this far without you.
    Relax, stand back and watch it happen.
    I'll wave my qoodbyes into the night.

    Say you'll never, ever. Say you'll never, ever.
    Say you'll never let me qo.
    Say you'll never, ever. Say you'll never, ever.
    Say you'll never tell a soul.

     The crimes I've committed aren't heard by any judqe.
    && there are only two in this courtroom && I must confess.
    What's done is done and I'm not the type that can't be conned into beinq convinced.
    We both know this.

    I should be ashamed of this, I'm not.
    'Cause I have tasted qrapes.
    This smile, don't look.
    It's my bait, my words, the hook.

    These acts of immorality are the only thanqs keepinq me quiet
    Why can't you just accept the fact that I'm only as loyal as my options?
    I can't believe that you would ever trust me.

    You could call me a rollinq stone,
    'cause I'm always on the road.
    Every niqht I wonder if you're there alone.

    Oh oh oh - look at what we've all tried not to become.
    Another fabricated self-portrait.
    Oh oh no - take another glance && remember, we're the ones
    Settinq you up to take our fall.

    You are the so-called weak && reckless.
    Waitinq for the next biq explosion,
    No matter if it's wronq or riqht.
    If we let you have this,
    you'll be the first to destroy, be the first to destroy it.

    The simple ways we roll our eyes,
    are exactly how we disguise our secrets.
    You know you need this.

    But for now, I've been trapped, oh.
    Too lonq to take these roads.
    Tell me when you see the smoke.
    Hear my cry && brinq me back to home.

    Send an SOS through a teleqraphic note
    Expressed in shreds
    Written in code, siqned to a note
    'Cause nobody should know
    What it's like to be alone
    So take back your soul
    A lot to uphold
    A lie to be told
    'Cause love's not set in stone


    Come as you are, my darlinq.
    Bare bones so I can see your soul.
    I'm beqinninq to lose control.
    I need to know who's startinq
    To crumble down my nervous walls.
    Had to stumble for far too lonq
    Come as you are, come as you are
    I'm beqinninq to lose control
    I need to know, I need to know
    You're beqinninq to lose control

      This scent you left oh, in my bed
    Is helpinq me forget everythanq you said.
    Ask yourself what's left when your heart qoes dead
    'Cause my love has fled without sentiment.

    Stand on your feet now
    Your willinqness to be iqnorant is what's wearinq me down
    I detached my heart from you lonq aqo

    I don't ever wanna fall in love again
    Don't wait for me I'm no saint, you'll see
    But if I do, I bet I'll never fall for you, not for you

    You've been exposed && I hope you know
    What we had was qold, now tarnished && old
    Reap what you sow, && this case is closed
    You can walk alone, cause I felt that way so lonq aqo

    The qround is cominq fast before us now.
    We'll hold on this until they fiqure out,
    The story we can spin
    To keep on countinq sins
    && never let our lovers hold us down.

    She said she knows a traitor
    Before he even knows himself.
    A love filled with bad actors,
    Were just assorted versions of ourselves.

    Now without the spark of hope
    Would you ever let her tell you
    Love is nothinq but a hoax?
    You can set it up && watch her fall
    All your friends, they will tell you
    She's the devil with a soul

    She said, "I'm jealous of Los Anqeles.
    She qets to keep you for a month or two.
    && I don't know if I can handle this,
    The thouqht of beinq without you."

    I'm sorry for the way I've been.
    It's so much harder,
    But I quess we'll see
    If I can prove myself wronq.
    Show you I can be stronqer
    Than we thouqht that I would be.

    Lay with me
    Stay with me now, oh
    Cause you are all I think about

    && I can commit to chanqe
    (I said I'm sorry for the way I've been)
    If you can promise to stay the same
    (It's so much harder than I thouqht it'd be)
    && never let this fade
    (I said I'm sorry for the way I've been)
    Baby, just promise to stay the same
    (It's so much harder than I thought it'd be)

    I'll qive you everythanq you need, my love
    I'll show you all you need to know
    I've never felt this way about someone
    Whoa, oh, oh

    I can show you colors that never existed,
    Show you I've qot substance.

Sunday, 14 March 2010

  • Black Veil Brides

    No dust will ever grow in this frame.
    One million years I will say your name.
    I love you more than I can ever scream.

    Sit down, this won't take long now.
    Off my chest these lyrics came.
    Your words, they eat right through me.
    Heartbreak's your favorite pain.

    The tears we've cried,
    This love has died.
    You're by yourself here tonight.
    It's what we hide, with every lie. 
    You're by yourself here tonight.

    Alone at last, we can sit && fight.
    && I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
    But stay right here, we can change our plight.
    We're storming through this despite what's right.

    Lay your heart down, the ends in sight.
    Conscience begs for you to do what's right.
    Everyday it's still the same dull knife.
    Stab it through && justify your pride.

    In time, In vain.
    I wash my hands of yesterday.
    If I should fall, if I should pass,
    It's worth one last stand before the gates of hell.

    Standing tall, awaiting host.
    What's it like to see a ghost?
    Both outlaws equal, yes indeed.
    A one shot rhythm to the gunsling.
    So long my sweet.

    He clenched his fist && said a prayer,
    For every breath of dusty air.
    He fires loud, the end is close.
    What's it like to be a ghost?

    A wedding of the damned.
    This razor cuts the pain right out.
    We're bound until the end, my love.

    Hello my love.
    Well good riddance && farewell to you.
    This marks the day we met on your terms.
    Hello my hate.
    Well this marks the day I killed you.
    So cuddle, make your bed, we broke the ice...
    You're only dead.

    I don't wanna be,
    Another dead-weight victim of love tragedy.
    && I don't wanna be,
    Another "look like James Dean" punk trippin' sanity.
    && I don't wanna be,
    Another straight edge poser preachin' lets be smoke free!
    Cause all I wanna be,
    Is another "who cares", "shot dead" kid.
    I'm going down, down, down.

     

Saturday, 20 February 2010

  • its been forever. but i had no laptop. so, lets kick thanqz off aqain with....

    THE WORD ALIVE<333

    I've seen the worst in myself tonight.
    I almost lost the fight.
    My mind is lost within my dreams.
    Pinned down, wrapped up, in the arms of sleep.
    I feel it slowing now.
    I can barely see my way out.

    I'm scared I've thrown it all away and I'll never be the same.
    What have they done? What have I become...
    This is the end of running from you.
    I promise you that.

    Cause this is the day your life is gonna change.
    There's no escape, apology would be too late.
    Cause you're headed south for the border.
    This is the site of the murder.
    Cause you're armed with hate and a handgun.
    Girl get in the car, I'm riding shotgun.

    But this is not your last forgiveness.
    I'm not the one who holds the key.
    So lock it up, lock it up, lock it up.
    Hearts will break tonight.

    These words that you're saying, they fall from your lips and I'm not even listening.
    We've wasted so much time, pretending that you cared.

    They say we'll never make it out alive, but at least we'll try.

    Can't you see it? Can't you feel it?
    Your weakness lasts forever.
    Can't you hear it? You won't believe it.
    Listen up before it's too late.

    You are a coward without reason, a thief without a face.
    Oh the pity, oh the suffering. Sad to say you'll regret your ways.
    Your boundaries will fall just like I said. Was it worth it all?

    This is how it ends.
    Passed all my hate and sins.
    We all have the devil hidden deep inside.
    Take a trip into my mind.

    So you think you're safe now, well think again.
    I'm not holding back now so let the games begin.
    My bones are breaking from the weight of the world on my shoulders.

    I heard all of them say "you've sold your soul".
    Now all that's left is the pain.
    You've destroyed us all.
    You've destroyed everything I know, but I've lived through it.